late afternoon
drinking with bar friends
summer easy
heading into the evening
letting the day flow
no thoughts of destiny
& in walked
all of her black haired beauty
we talked a little
as I drank her in
I wanted her
she wanted me
it was in the air
the way
we couldn’t stop looking
at each other
I said come on
lets go take a walk
see if we like each other
we went out
found a quiet spot
corner of the park
& the talking slowed
we fucked each other
oh so quick
got that
out of our systems
struggled back to the bar
& sometime later
she left with her friends
& I remember thinking
oh, was that it?
later heard
she’d moved on
found another man
six months go by
I get a call
you want to meet again?
we spent time
she moved in
& I thought it was love
those words got used
it was good
all that loving
she wanted me
I wanted her
but the world
always gets its way
I was no good for her
having no plans
no ambitions
skills to sell
pay the bills
& we drifted too long
expecting somehow
maybe like the movies
that poor love
to find a way for us
until she pulled
toward a different direction
& she let me go
& I can’t say it’s often
but there are days I think
of easy Saturday afternoons
doors that open
with a beautiful black haired girl
coming through the bar door
with a smile
& I order another drink