this self loathing
low as a snake belly in the dust
the things lovers say in the night
jilted staring into the abyss
take me back & I will
crawling lower than any animal can
another while longer or two
& I will I swear never argue
will do anything you ask me to
accept your lovers the drinking
fighting the drugs stealing my cash
put up with the whole weary way
the mess you bring into my life
broken windows holes in the walls
dead cars abandoned in crashes
just give me your bad love
another while longer or two
& I will I swear by this night
to do anything you ask me to
just please don’t leave me alone