trying to unravel
what was mine
what was theirs
these adults supposed
to raise shelter care
once a week for an hour
trying to let go
be there in the chair
feeling the emotions
if I dared
to walk out back into
my daily grind
that paid for that time
putting down a line
to remember later
when I was alone
the work that did
sometimes
did not happen
recognising now
the courage I’d had
to begin a process
these people had taught me
was not something
people like us did
which is true
after those years
once a week for an hour
I no longer was one of them