oh I held you
even if then
that did that
for you
created the love
the feels
you needed
took you away
from the fear
you lived everyday
fear of losing
everything
living strange
where your love
would be one way
not reciprocated
so you created that
made the end happen
tho’ I never stopped
holding you
in the ways
that once worked
kept on being there
loving you
feeling the future coming
your not being able
to stop
your own twisted ways