I knew she would pull through

She got quit

called me up

spoke with a voice full of sad

she quit me

said it was because I’m sick

did not want

to be my later life carer

like y’know?

I’m never going to get better

It’s a sad day

lost my long time lover

to her diagnosis

she ain’t qualified to give ever

she took a sigh

I’d been listening in silence

you still there?

yeah just about sorry about that

I might apply she went on

y’know for a grant or something

for what?

well y’know as a black lesbian

disabled long term sick

who has lost her lover

there must be a grant somewhere

so’s I can write

find a reason to live don’t you think?

It was about then

I knew she would pull through