I held on

though nothing much changed

day camping with Claire

aged twelve

couple of sticks & a tarp

hiding from the sun

the whole wide world

within

& I knew clear

I wanted something from her

felt strong urges

even if I knew not what for

we kissed cuddled

& I felt something

outside inside totally new

even if

I did not know

what these feelings were

but I held on

through the years

different hidings

different women

knowing I wanted

felt something

even if I did not know

what these feelings were

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