always something

sun too hot cloudy rainy

too much weather today

not enough booze

too much booze

not enough drugs

too much drugs

too many words said

plain wrong in my head

it seemed

there was always something

to get in the way

of being present

here in the day

when all of these

were me

just getting in my own way

of being here with you

mind at one place away

trying to keep me safe

keeping reserve

in case the day goes away

from me

& yeah it’s a crazy way to live

but how else

can a living in fear fool live?

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