to be like this

past 5 years old

I never held your hand

felt a hug from you

no kisses no cuddles

nothing but distance

& I never wanted any of it

to be like this

I get it you didn’t like

who I had become

& you felt no responsibility

from the child to the man

that’s just who you were

running away again

I know I had no part in that

held no cause for your pain

& I never wanted any of it

to be like this

to understand your issues

were of patience

never sticking round long enough

to feel the changes

the best of us

go through

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