endless cups of coffee

you can’t help who

you fall in love with

he was fifteen years older than me

we were together for 24 years

had a couple of great kids

& then he died

heart troubles & gone

its ten years now

I use the internet to arrange

& meet men in the coffee shop

I feel it’s a safe place

where I can just blow

if the possible doesn’t work out

I’ve had 30+ cups of coffee

& not one is a possible friend

but they would like intimacy

& that for me

is just not possible right now

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