riding through your town
first time in a long time
& of course
I can’t help myself but think of you
& my cock aches in memory
the time I wanted
to possess you
be possessed by you
wanting to be in
with you
your arms around me
holding me
hours in bed
times in the woods
as your body pulled me in
memory of your heat
flames me now
though nothing
can make me
ride down your street
call you up
I hurt you
by refusing to commit
& of course you let me go
which was a relief
for both of us
there wasn’t much
we were making together
apart from the love
& there has to be
something more
between the love times
that was a hard lesson
to learn
thank you
neilbenbow 